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She sits there
Crying
For a love she could have
But not completely
Her mind is paralyzed
By thoughts of what if?
What if he finds out?
What if he already knows?
What if he cares?
What if he doesn’t care?
Her body aches
With questions of how?
How can she love her?
How can she not?

Stabbing Westward is an American industrial and alternative rock band. They formed in 1985 and continue making songs today. They formed in Chicago, Illinois. Christopher Hall and Walter Flakus started Stabbing Westward. They started recording in the 90s.

Lit is an alternative rock band that formed in 1990 under the name Razzle. They changed the name to Lit in 1996. My Own Worst Enemy was number one for three months and won a Billboard Music Award.

Papa Roach is a four piece nu metal band formed in 1993. Brokethrough throughout 1999-2005.

Nickelback was formed in Hanna, Alberta, Canada in 1995 by Chad Kroeger, Mike Kroeger, Ryan Peake and then-drummer Brandon Kroeger. The current drummer is Daniel Adair. The idea for their band name came from one of the members always having to say “Here’s your nickel back.” at Starbucks when he worked there.

I think people who abuse children and animals are bastards. And they don’t deserve to live.

I grew up in a family of five sisters and two brothers. I am the third oldest. First there is, Bri at 22, Garrett at 21 and me at 19. Then there is Sam at 18, Mark at 15, Sadie at 14, Morgan at 12 and the baby of the family Amber at 1. Recently I have become aware of my sexuality, I am more interested in girls than I am boys.

My oldest sister is a lesbian, so I relate to her more than I do anybody. Today I caught Bri trying to sneak out of the house at four am. When I asked her what she was doing she said she was going to the cemetery to visit dad’s grave. I asked her if I could go with her and she said she supposed so. After the visit to the cemetery I noticed weird things happening to me and my sister and the rest of my family.

One day I went to the cemetery by myself to lay by dads grave and talk to him. While I was talking I noticed a shadow behind one of the trees. I asked who was there but nothing happened. I decided to move closer to the shadow, when I got up close to the tree I could see that the shadow was a girl, about my age, with long dark brown hair and a pale white face and dark, penetrating blue eyes, besides the paleness of her face she was beautiful. I asked her what her name was and she said it was Rosie.

Soon enough Rosie started showing up at my house at the strangest times. Like once I was in the shower and I got out and went to my bedroom and there she was staring at me with those blue eyes. I jumped about a mile into the air. After awhile I started expecting her to show up at about that time. One day I was in the attic of our house and I found a chest that I hadn’t noticed before in it I found newspaper clippings about a fire that had destroyed a library and house, our house and next to the picture of the house was a picture of a girl, a girl who looked exactly like Rosie.

How important is age in a relationship?Does it mainly have to do with maturity, i mean as long as both people are of legal age? I’m crushing on a 38 year old right now and i am almost 19, very mature for my age, most people tell me anyways. It’s kind of scary, because i am afraid im gonna be turned away because of my age. I was just wondering how important age really is if both people are of legal age.

 On another topic im listening to new kids on the block, Lights, Camera, Action its a very sexy song. lol I’m really bored though, waiting on my brother to get here with my birthday card.

This story is pure fiction. Tell me what you think please.

Chapter One

New Life

I woke up that morning to the sound of rolling thunder in the distance. Let me introduce myself, I am Allie, I am 25 and today started a whole new chapter in my life. My girlfriend of five years passed on from cancer 3 years ago. I went into a stress center for grief management and I have been going there now for almost a year. Her name was Kristy, I really miss her a lot some days.
I got up, unwillingly, out of bed and fixed some coffee and fed the kitten I spotted alongside the road about three months ago. I had six hours until therapy. My phone rang and it was my sister, Stacy 22. She wanted to know if I wanted to go shopping with her. I accepted.
We had a lot to catch up on. I got a shower and got dressed. Then I went down and waited for her to show up. About half an hour later we were at the mall.

“so sis, how have you been?” Stacy asked me.

“I’ve been better.” I answered

“Things will get better for ya sis I promise.” she said

“I know.”

We spent two hours at the mall and one out for dinner and then she dropped me back off at my place. I thanked her for a good time and went inside. I played The Sims until time for therapy.
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Therapy went well. A girl named jess asked me to dinner though. We aren’t supposed to have outside relationships, but I accepted anyways. I found out she is 23 and a lesbian just like me. We talked about things like politics, gay marriage and such. We laughed a lot. We talked a lot about our player histories.
Yes, I was a player, until I met Kristy. Jess and I were fast friends, she lost her partner the same way I did. Jess and I decided on a movie after dinner. During the movie we were very touchy feely. After the movie she followed me home. We talked for awhile outside when she leaned in and kissed me. I pushed her away.

“Sorry.”

“It’s alright, but I think you should go.” she nodded.
After she left I went to bed. We went to therapy the next day and barely kept eye contact. I decided I didn’t want it to be that way, so I went to talk to her.

“Jess, lets not avoid each other k?”

She said, “ alright.”

We went on as before, hanging out after therapy and she came to my apartment one day. While she was there I got a letter from someone with the last name as mine who I had never heard of before. I opened it to find a letter dated back 70 years or so. It told of incest in my family, stuff I didn’t want to believe. I called my grandma about it and she confirmed it, I started crying on the phone as I hung up, jess came over to give me a hug.
I knew I had to call my siblings about it. So I got back on the phone and called them to let them know, I got the same reaction from them, we all agreed to go to a Three Doors Down concert this Saturday to meet up. Today was Thursday so of course the next two days drug out. Finally, Saturday came and I picked jess up and we headed to the concert. I found my siblings and we sat next to them.
Stacy said she couldn’t believe the letter I got. I couldn’t believe it either. Brad was disgusted right along with the rest of us. The night ended good amazingly, jess and I cuddled a good portion of the night, which I knew wasn’t a good idea but it felt right at the moment.

The grass blows in the wind
My mind travels back in time
To holding hands with you
On the steps, in the car
Anywhere
It just felt right with you by my side

The trees sway
Back and forth
In the evening breeze
Like my mind over you
As I try to say
Just what you mean to me
You lean in to kiss me
But I pull away

Your eyes ask why
I wish I knew
Please don’t cry
You mean the world to me
But what do i mean to you?

Do you think they exist?

The semantic point we should deal with is “if the universe is “all existing things regarded as a whole” then isn’t it true by definition that there is only one.” What do you think?

BBC claims all I am going to blog to be true:

Scientists now believe there may be an infinite number of parallel universes and we just happen to live in one of them. It all started when the Superstring theory, hyperspace and dark matter made physicists realize that three dimensions to describe the universe may not be enough. That there may be eleven dimensions. Crazy right? What would you think or do if it was true? Now imagine what would happen if two dimensions crossed.

Neil Turok from Cambridge, Burt Ovrut from the University of Pennsylvania and Paul Steinhardt from Princeton believe that this has already happened. It happended to create our universe otherwise known as the big bang theory. Of course the question is now could it happen again? What are your opinions on this?

I stayed home in our new apartment alone for a few hours today, it was fun. Boring but fun.

Isn’t it interesting how we are all connected in some, way shape or form? Like i just learned that i am related to almost all of my friends by marriage and by blood…its freaky. And my grandma says its because everything is related back to adam and eve, im not a religious person but this could be. Buddhism says that we are all interconnected as well through earth. All religions have a say in this.

Now to homosexual relationships and religion, christianity says its wrong, catholicism says it doesn’t exist, buddhism thinks sexuality is whatever, you fall for whoever you fall for. What is your personal opinion on homosexuality? My opinion, obviously because im a lesbian, is that its ok, i am a very open minded person.

Who believes that sexuality is whatever, you fall for who you fall for when you fall for them?

What is everybody’s opinion on teacher student relationships?

If you think its wrong why do you think its wrong? and what if your 18 when it happens?

What about if you are 18 and have a relationship with someone under 18, do you think thats wrong?

What’s wrong with it? besides the bible says its wrong, personally what’s wrong with it. You fall in love with whoever you fall in love with. Men should be allowed to get married same goes for women, if anybody disagrees let me know why please.

Gay people should be allowed to have children as well, they are just as fit to raise children as straight people. What people do in their own homes is their business and other people should mind their own business, in my opinion the government shouldnt have a say marriage at all. Or anything like that.

Gay life is hard enough without being told they can’t marry the one they love and want to spend the rest of their lives with. My friend told me that people don’t normally fall for just guys or just girls they fall for a personality despite sex.

So why is gay marriage not legal? i want to know.